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Monday, 19 December 2005

  • I'm home!
    I made it back to Richmond on Saturday night, exhausted from difficult good-byes and a long trip. I'm going to miss Spain, my friends there and the girls in my program a lot. Not to mention cafe con leche and being able to speak Spanish all the time.
    It's good to be with my family again though, especially with all of the Christmas excitement. Things here are basically the same, augmented by the surreal feeling of never having left at all. But, at the same time, it's been such a long, long time for me since I've been here. I can't wrap my mind around how much has happened, how much has changed. I suppose it will take several weeks before all of this really sinks in; I am still sort of reeling from the experience.
    John will be coming up here soon, and I have last minute shopping to do before Christmas. Plus, I might drive down to meet Cat before she leaves for Nigeria. Dad is driving down to Texas with me on the tenth. We're going to visit family and then I'll be back in College Station in time for my last semester at school.
    Thanks for keeping up with my trips. This will be my last entry on this blog. Please call if you want to, I would love to talk and keep in touch. 979-218-5991.

Tuesday, 13 December 2005

  • Currently Reading
    Through the Flower: My Struggle As a Woman Artist
    By Judy Chicago, Anais Nin
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    I watched a Spanish documentary on Lubbock, Texas of all things last night. It was heartrendingly wicked. How strange to see your culture through the eyes of another.  The documentary was about a 15 year old girl in Lubbock who is trying to get sex education to be part of the school curriculum. She fights conservative politicians who threaten her and call her names, anti-gay protesters who tell her she´s going to hell, drives around in her SUV, has deep talks with the charismatic, large-toothed youth pastor, and makes a true love waits commitment all in a 50 minute time slot on primetime Canal+. Busy girl. We look like a cult, my friends, with all of our false religion and hatred.

    With that said, my Spanish Aventura is almost finished!

    I have finished all of my work, done my presentations for painting and sculpture, finished my sketches, done my last drawing, given my last english lesson. My room is now cluttered with suitcases and last-minute plans to take advantage of every single part of this beautiful city before I go.

    I will go to the beach one last time, eat pintxos, wander the old city, go to the Museo de Pais Vasco, see a contemporary art exhibit, go to the giant yellow meat market where pigs heads are stacked on top of each other from where they are staring you crazily down, all wobbly and google-eyed. I will see Zigor, Raquel, Andrea, Jean y Pedro one last time. Finish my gifts for the girls in my group and have our good-bye dinner. Then, we will board a bus to Madrid on Friday morning and I fly to Dulles Saturday before the sun rises over this strange and mysterious country.

    Thanks for the love, friends. See you soon!

Sunday, 27 November 2005

  • Currently Listening
    MTV Unplugged No. 2.0
    By Lauryn Hill
    If you don't passionately love this album, you can at least appreciate her honesty and the beauty of the truth she sings...
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    Hello friends,
    I am writing this from Santiago, from the Swain's basement. My friends here who have a cafe and who have been so kind to invite me to stay with them. I am warmed by the fire, protected from the freezing cold outside, alone in a house of two sleeping children.
    Book update? Finished Invisible Man and Catcher in the Rye and now starting on Certain Women by Madeleine L'engle. When I was a kid, I loved L'engle. We'll see if she still works the same magic so many years later.
    I went to see an amazing exhibit on Frida Kahlo here. The small Gallego museum had a really impressive collection of her work and parephenalia from her life. I love the raw emotion in her work. I love that she was so unconcerned with realism and so intentional about getting her soul into her painting. Her life was tragic and painful, yet so much beauty came from it. It made me think about death; she died when she was just 47. The only testament to her intense personal struggles, love, and pain is her art. But, so many people die without leaving any trace of what they spent their whole lives creating. Death is tragedy in the loss of a person. Oh, let me fully enjoy the people who are with me now, who will be here tomorrow?
    My Jesus is so good to me. How does he forgive me so easily, so tenderly draws me near to him when I am so constantly choosing death?  When I am so raw and empty on my own, so incapable of giving this One the love that he deserves. This is beauty, right? This is the whole miraculous beauty from the ashes deal--that I have nothing to give and yet he tells me that I am valuable to him. This is not profound, just a broken soul constantly coming to terms with my own deception and imperfection and the faultless kindness of my Savior.
    Only 2 and a half weeks left en Espana. Como puede ser? Vere esta tierra otra vez o es esta la ultima vez? Que dificil despedirlo cuando no se aun lo que tengo ya. Con tristeza y belleza, estoy lista a volver. Lista a ver mis queridos amigos y familia.
    Thanks for listening,
    Janet

Wednesday, 16 November 2005

  • Currently Reading
    Leo Africanus
    By Amin Maalouf, Peter Sluglett
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    I am sorry I have been derelict in writing. I feel like so many of my blog entries sound the same.

    My English lessons are all of a sudden going so well! I don´t know what happened! I learned the secret to Alvaro´s attention span--playing games. Last week I was about to do him physical harm (I´m being serious) and this week, we went OVER the time that we usually meet! And Raquel, the student from my Uni who is moving to London in February, is so eager to learn, she actually asked me to make up an exam for her. I asked her to read a short chapter in a book but not to waste her whole day on it. She read it four times and wrote down about 50 words that she didn´t understand. Wow! And she is more than precious, so kind and open. I am learning un montón about teaching English. I didn´t realize there was so much to know...

    I like how all the Spanish people carry their bread for lunch around with them during the day. They usually pick it up on the way home from work mid-morning or while they are out running errands. Then they carry the long stick of French bread around wrapped in a small sheet of paper with both yellow ends sticking out to meet with friends at a café or on the bus or shopping.

    I am writing a book. :) I can´t tell you what it is about, it´s a secret. Registration is a NIGHTMARE. I don´t want to talk about it. That will suffice. And, most delighfully, I am going to see an Argentinian Ballet tomorrow night at an old Basque theater.

    There is a strike tomorrow at school. None of the students are coming and they are going to stand at the gate and refuse to let anyone enter. They have good reason to strike, the government wants to to get rid of all liberal arts subjects at public universities. Or at least that´s what the students walking around with hockey masks and bar codes on their foreheads say. This is fun for me, I realize, somewhat at their expense. But, I get to stay home all curled up in my house and avoid the rain which has been falling unceasingly for 5 days!  Alone, listening to The Decemberists (they are coming next week!) and reading and writing and drawing and drinking tea....Does it sound like we don´t do much studying here? We really don´t.

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